Kitty Safe

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If you're alone, won't you come over?
               A                           G             D
I know you won't, was there something that I should have said?
        A  G      D
Because I, I feel alone too
  A                G      D
I know you feel it when I do
     Emi                            A     
When love songs keep repeating your name
Emi                                                A
The heartbreak is easy, far harder is being you're gone away
       D              /C#           Emi/7     D/A
With the weight on my heart and the wave of a hand
   G             E7
It all just disappears
      G                    A         A7
Is it just me feeling this alone out here?

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And I'm alone, I know but not lonely
And you could just come and hold me
And I'd be the man you wanted believe me
Cos I understand where you stand beside me

Many years ago I had a vision of a woman in a long white robe leading my cat up a glowing spiral staircase in the sky... it was the day he died... I don't believe this proves that heaven or hell exists, but I do prefer the heavenly vision to the latter, and am thankful on days I can let them inspire me to create that promise right here on Earth.

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Obama made the same promise that every other president in the last 50 years has made, which is getting off foreign oil... every single president has used that line to get re-elected, and not a single one has followed through. Sorry Obama, I'm not looking for a guy who says what people want/need to hear, I know your track record, it's not the worst, it's not the best, but in the end you gave in like all the rest. Then add on to that you signed NDAA, declared war on medical marijuana, lay in bed with Wallstreet, not Mainstreet, and that's hope and change I simply cannot believe in.

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So I figured out how to fix Facebook chat:

1) Click on the chat settings cog bottom right of facebook
2) Click on Limit availability
3) Make sure "Make me unavailable to" is selected, and all boxes are unchecked.
If you have "Only make me available to" selected, even if all boxes are checked, chat will show everyone as offline.

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I want to become a mad scientist, and then the first hybrid genetic splicing creature experiment I will perform is to create a bumblebear, which is essentially a grizzlybear with wings and a bee stinger. I mean why not? Bears like honey... this could revolutionize the world, and solve the whole bee problems! Just replace them with bears!

          A      G              D
If you're alone, won't you come over?
               A                           G             D
I know you won't, was there something that I should have said?
        A  G      D
Because I, I feel alone too
  A                G      D
I know you feel it when I do
     Emi                            A     
When love songs keep repeating your name
Emi                                                A
The heartbreak is easy, far harder is being you're gone away
       D              /C#           Emi/7     D/A
With the weight on my heart and the wave of a hand
   G             E7
It all just disappears
      G                    A         A7
Is it just me feeling this alone out here?

My Political Poem

I'm sick of hearing the rhetoric Obama preaches, his lofty poetic and delusional speeches. He cannot conceal the delusion he deals, neglecting the real issues the people reveal. Signing NDAA and war against marijuana users, keeping Gauntanamo open, killing flies and political leaders. Heavy handed politics that suffer the starving, a declaration of a peace prize with civilian bombing. Teeing up war and a failure to connect, we need more than a poem if we're going to elect, anyone to this office, this place of power, we need real change in this critical hour.

You can expect a two-way street, but don't expect both lanes to be going the same speed.

The Mayans chose Dec. 21, 2012 as the end of their calendar... the question is, were they prophecying the end of the world, or was Newton right in his 2060 prediction, or are we all just being ridiculous?  People have prophecied the end of the world since time began... and we know the world has ended several times before... we can see extinction events in the evidence of soil, the history books of the earth... the question is, are we nearing another extinction event?  Huge dispersals of methane caused one extinction before, the BP oil spill cracking the fragile earth plates releasing methane on catastrophic levels did worry me... humanity has been poisoning ourselves with chemicals for 100 years, thanks Monsanto for your help in immanentizing this particular eschaton... now is the time to meditate, to get ourselves clear, because speculation is speculation, but death is certain, whether it comes to one or all, we are in the Kali Yuga, escalating unrest, pestilence and destruction, we are consuming ourselves.  Many of us fight against this destruction, but the powers that be ushering it in are pervasive, far-reaching and like Leviathan, have tentacles in every market around the world... you must destroy the head.  

Ravel was composing movie soundtracks before movies did, like one who writes music for instruments that don't yet exist. If the soul cannot think without action, then classical music is its reflection.

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This week I messaged my ex with the same two lines I spoke to her on the day we met, and perhaps it's fitting to end things the same way in which they began, or perhaps we could simply start over? They say in love there are no rules, sweetheart. I honestly don't know where to go from here, is there a way forward for the two of us, sometimes it is only in silence that one finds the words to say, and the feelings that sunk deep find clear waters and shine forth in the light of day.

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"Most of the shadows of this life are caused by standing in our own sunshine" ~Emerson

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Listening to Haydn Symphony No. 26 in Dminor "Lamentatione"

It really is true what they say: Laugh and the world laughs with you, cry and you cry alone. But I have found even in my moments of deepest despair that one becomes attuned to a different voice, perhaps it is not the voice of the world but the voice of history, for history is always with us, dancing in our blood, singing through our bones, and truly I say, we are never really alone.

"You're either taking up space or you're giving.  Salvation hangs out at every street corner.  If you start giving to others, you'll feel your pain fading away.  If you want to kill yourself, kill what you don't like.  Kill narcissism.  You can kill yourself, but that doesn't mean you gotta stop living.  Kill the part that's all about you and nobody else, because that's the part that makes you want to curl up and die."

I lay on a life raft in a mouse maze, homes are gravestones in a suburban cemetery, where trees are granted a one inch square living space, we shave the world like we shave our face, kill the deer, kill the bird, kill the fly, dominate and create new nature, murder the indigenous nature just as we murdered the indigenous people. Cement band-aids cover a planet riddled with sadomasochistic wounds. The sun is a pill, the moon a skull's cold eyesocket. I am wild life, I am nature, I am earth. What did you come with and what did they give you? Better question, what do you accept?

It seem to me that the concept of baptism might be the stupidest thing I've ever heard.  Think about it with me, and if you disagree, please tell me why, I will listen.  Okay, so baptism is the transfer of sins, both original and personal.  For example, if a baby were to die after being baptized it would go to Heaven, and if before, it would go to Hell... now this is what I see as a very carefully lain master plan to control the masses, right from birth you've got them believing in your paradigm, your perception of the world, through fear... but this is where it all breaks down... if God creates the spirit, and the spirit is in the baby, why would a baby require anything after being born, and why would one go to hell just for not having something that it did not come with?  The very concept of baptism is contrary to nature, and to how God puts us on this earth... it is therefore my belief that baptism is a very evil act intended to control from first breath to death all of humankind, for power, for greed, for fear, and God truly has nothing to do with it.  Anyway, that's my two cents, yes, I'm talking about religion, I believe in God, but the God I believe in doesn't condemn people to Hell, nor require baptism from them for original or personal sins, only in seeking redemption and changing our lives when we go astray from God, from Nature... not from the Church, and definitely not from baptism.   Your thoughts?